Feelings.... A Weird Feeling... Don know how to explain.

I am not sure what is my feeling. Continue to read then you will know why.


After watching a anime called code geass:lelouch of rebellion,
the guy, lelouch die. but the world change to be a better place to live. There is no war... peaceful and quiet. There is no difference between each races. The World is so nice...


But i think to myself, what a poor guy. He did not get to enjoy all his hardwork and yet have to face death. Even though he plan all that, but i don't think he deserve to die.
I think cafefully if you were in his shoe, what would you choose?
Be like him? Sacrifice your life, and held tightly to what you think is right? To follow what you believe is right? Or you choose to sacrifice others that can help you? Or choose to save people that you love?


I think it from a lot of differcnt direction and i came to a conclusion that is sacrifice for others is not easy. Be a hero is so tough..... Ithink i would rather be a normal person...
What do you think? Actually you maybe think 'it just a show, nothing special.'
But to me, is where i can learn things. I don think school is a only place to learn things but life is one of the place. Life can make a person mature, Life test people in many ways, Life is full of colour, Life can be miserable, Life is full of struggles. it just how you see things.
I may not be a very very happy person but i want to treasure every time every second cos life is precious.

Exam........................................................

I am having my exam....
But i have no mood to study...
I am very scare that i will do very very bad in my exam...
I want to study hard....
I wish i can....
I must start to do now...
Or else i will keep on being lazy....
Time to work hard....

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Today is the day i open a blog.
Finally open one.
I like stars so i name it that way.
Happy always