Industrial Training First Week.....

So, I start my industrial training....
The best thing is that i get to stay in JB....
Haha....
But nothing to do....
Let me tell u day by day wat did i do....

So the first day....
Professor which is my supervisor is not around...
He went to penang....
But he give us a list of work scope....
Then we don know how to start....
The professor say five staff....
Active and present in the so called lab is only two which is the professor and another doctor.....
The other are all student...
Master, FYP, PHD and other country one....
So i get to see German people go in and out the lab...
Why the place is a so called lab???
Is actually not a lab which we usually use one...
Is more like an office...
Which tables and partition in it....
And then we cannot simply move things...
As we need to plan, propose and wait for the professor to reply...
And then we cannot touch anything as we not sure whether the other student need it or not...
And we rarely see them....
So wat we do??
Play FB, Sleep, Talk...
The only thing that we learn is understand their invention and the website.....

So the second day,
we receive professor email...
Telling us to do a organizational structure....
Using Microsoft Visio...
So we spend time finding...
And understand how to use it...
And i did a sample and send to professor to see...
Then we play, sleep and talk...
After that, we receive professor email...
Telling us to do for two department one...
U maybe wondering why two department???
The thing is like this...
Under him, there is two department...
So thats why we need to do for two department...
Both department are different one...
Then we send to him to check...
So, i only learn how to use visio....

Then the next day,
Receive email...
I did correctly...
But my friend did wrongly...
My one is very clear as information can be found in the website...
Her one is very hard as all mess up...
So she redo...
I read on the information about the equipment that we are going to use....
Today we also got help in moving things...

The fourth day,
Professor come back...
And tell us more about the two department...
And ask us to design a website...
Thats is wat we do...
I met with my form 6 friend which study there...
And most of the time,
We just listen to wat the professor has to say....
Then gather information and do...
We realize one thing....
When the professor is not around,
No body will bother us and control wat we do...
So we basically can do anything...
When the professor is here,
People will come and talk to us...
And the lab is very very noisy...
And all the professor did is only sit there and have meeting...
Meeting, meeting, and meeting...
Until no time to enter his office which is just a door away....
And a lot of people come to have meeting with him...
And we get to know a student who come here for industrial training from Germany...
UTM is very good with German Uni...
So a lot of student come from Germany to here....
But then hor,
We find it funny...
Even my mum find it funny....
Why do student from Germany have to come here and study???
Their standard is much higher than us....
I just cannot find a reason....

The fifth day which is a last day of the week...
Is the most quiet one...
As most of them went to some where else for clinical testing...
We does not follow...
So the whole day...
Do nothing...
Continue doing the website...
And find Microsoft Frontpage....

This is wat I learn...
And i find UTM a lot of  Foreigners...
Got black colour skin one and fair skin one...
One day i can see more than 30 of them....
Just so nice to be there...
Hope that i can learn more about equipment in the following 11 weeks...
If not, seriously don know how to do presentation....
But we will definitely going to touch some of the new equipment...
Based on the professor,
He say that,
The equipment is just arrive and still in the box...
We will be the first one touching it...
Hope we won destory it....

So on my way back,
I see a beautiful white horse....
And i ask my friend that study there...
One day,
We will go horse riding...
Horse riding has been my dream...
Hope that one day i can get to own a horse...
But is super expensive la..
I think....
Haha....

So this is my first week...
Will update my second week when it is over.....

公主。。。。。

第一次
换了一个和我以前很不一样的背景。。。
可能最近觉得很幸福吧。。。
能够回到家，
驾着车，
到处跑，
逛街，
躺在床上，
剪头发，
和家人一起吃饭，
玩着电脑，
用家里超大的荧幕看戏，
就觉得好幸福哦。。。
真的好像公主。。。
骄傲又任性的公主。。。
哈哈。。。

假期是好玩。。。
电脑出了问题，
不得不去修。。。
因为受训的时候要用到它。。。
最近一直在练驾车。。。。
因为要自己驾去。。。
路又不熟悉。。。
又比以前的难驾，
还遇到不会驾车的aunty和uncle........
真的很不爽。。。。
haiz..............

任性的公主要睡了。。。。。。。
晚安。。。
下次再说说自己的故事吧。。。。

搬家。。。

从来没想过搬家会如此的伤感。。。。
或许应为我住了一年多了吧。。。
从来都学不会感恩的我。。。
总是这个样子。。。
失去了才伤感。。。
好笑吧。。。。

说说这个房间吧。。。。
应该说充满回忆。。。
也跟同样住在这儿的人混熟了。。。。
还有一个是跟我读同样科系的人。。。
而旁边就是这里一带的杂货店。。。。
买日常用品和食物甚至印资料都可以。。。
所以很方便。。。。
也有属于自己的洗手间。。。。
还有自己一个人住。。。
所以很好。。。

只是，
下个月要去试训了。。。
而这间房间的屋主要我们继续还房租。。。
再加水电费。。。

我本身觉得不值得。。。。
而我朋友那里又有房间可以住。。。
就决定搬了。。。

刚开始时，
没觉得什么。。。
只是开始收拾时，
才知道搬家的痛苦。。。
真的好多东西要搬。。。
整理的好累。。。
就不禁有一丝丝的后悔。。。。
一丝丝的不舍。。。

想起以前的回忆，
就有一个念头。。。
我不搬了。。
可是，
我却得或将近RM900。。。。
不值得。。。
我宁愿搬家也不要浪费它在我没有用到的东西上。。。。

还在回忆中。。。。
俗话说得好，
天下无不散之筵席。。。。
没有人不曾经历过离别。。。
人，一定会有。。。。
只是生活还是要继续。。。
时间不留人。。。。
只愿回忆里永远记得。。。
曾经有个地方。。。
让我哭过，笑过。。。
寂寞过，又妹妹陪伴过。。。
失望过，兴奋过。。。
和朋友庆祝生日过。。。
也一同努力过。。。
或许就足够我回忆了。。。。

再见了，我的房间。。。
1366 B3。。。

DIAMOND CREVASSE

I never knew tat it is such a sad song...........
I first attracted by its music....
The background music....
Beginning is very soft....
Then change a bit rock....
But is seriously a nice song....
Yet, there is sadness when i hear the song......
Cos they are in love....
But one is alive another one is passed away....
I just could not stand the passing away of the person....
So if any drama have a tragedy ending,
Don tell me....
I will crying and scolding like siao..........

I wish everyone can be with their love one forever....
But yet reality is cruel, right???
Haha.....
I am going to feel sad for it....
For a period of time...
Only i can be able to escape from the sadness....
Smile starry.....

Japanese Translation

kami-sama ni koi wo shiteta koro wa konna wakare ga kuru towa omottenakatta yo mou nido to furerarenai nara semete saigo ni   mou ichido dakishimete hoshikatta yo
It's long long good-bye...
sayonara   sayonara   nando datte jibun ni   mujou ni   iikikasete te wo furu nowa yasashisa dayo ne? ima   tsuyosa ga hoshii
anata ni deai   STAR kagayaite   atashi ga umarete aisureba koso   I areba koso kibou no nai   kiseki wo matte   dou naru no? namida ni nijimu   hoshi no matataki wa   gone...
wasurenai yo   anata no nukumori mo sono yasashisa mo   subete tsutsunde kureta ryoute mo It's long long good-bye...
sayonara   sayonara   itoshii hito anata ga   ita kara   aruite koreta hitori nanka jyanakatta yo ne? ima   kotae ga hoshii
moeru you na ryuusei   tsukamaete   hi wo tomoshite aishiteitai   aisaretetai hieta karada hitotsu de   sekai wa   dou naru no? haritsudzuketeta   kyosei ga toketeku   long for...
doushite nano?   namida afurete   tomerarenai
anata ni deai   STAR kagayaite   atashi ga umarete aisureba koso   i areba koso kibou no nai   kiseki wo matte   dou naru no? namida ni nijimu   hoshi no matataki wa   gone...
moshi umarekawatte   mata meguriaeru nara sono toki mo kitto   atashi wo mitsukedashite mou nido to hanasanaide   tsukamaetete hitori jyanai to   sasayaite hoshii   planet... English Translation When I was still in love with god, I never expected such a farewell would come. If I had known I could never feel your touch again, I would've hoped to be embraced just one last time. It's long long good-bye... Goodbye, goodbye, so many times, I repeated the word to myself, Waving my hands. It's only graceful, right? Now, I long to be stronger. I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born. I love you, therefore I am. What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle? Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone... I can't ever forget your warmth, Your kindness, and your all-encompassing hands. It's long long good-bye Goodbye, goodbye, my beloved. I came this far because you were here. I wasn't alone, was I? Now, I long for answers. Catch a falling star that looks ablazed and light a fire, I still want to love, and I still want to be loved. What good is a lone freezing body to this world? I long for you to finally drop your act... What's wrong? Why can't I stop my tears from overflowing? I met you, the stars sparkled, and I was born. I love you, therefore I am. What good is waiting for a hopeless miracle? Through my tear-filled vision, the planet's twinkle is gone. If we are reincarnated and can meet again some day, Please find me and hold me tight, And make sure you don't let go again. I wish the planet would whisper to me that I'm not alone...

Alto Saotome....

他也是一个帅哥。。。。
哈哈。。。。

超时空要塞Frontier。。。。
刚开始看，
觉得没什么特别。。。
可是越看越好看。。。
真的很精彩。。。。

Alto Saotome。。。。
帅。。。
因为一场表演，
而被称为公主。。。
可是他真的拥有女孩子的美。。。
男生的帅气。。。。
甩到不行。。。

他让我想起另一个戏里的男生。。。
也拥有一头长发。。。
却没有女生的美丽。。。。
只有男生的帅气。。。。。
他帅呆了。。。

或许你会觉得。。。
我好奇怪哦。。。
这么只喜欢戏里的男生。。。
这就是我。。。
我就是这么得不一样。。。。
真正的男生，
不像戏里的男生一样温柔，
不像戏里的男生一样强。。。
也不像戏里的男生这么会保护女生。。。
这只是我的看法罢了。。。
或许，
有一天，
我能遇到能够让我改变想法的男生。。。。
哈哈。。。。
也可能不会有那一天。。。

我是一个好玩的小精灵。。。。
再次说再见了。。。。

记得。。。。

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

突然， 好喜欢这首歌。。。。

没什么特别的意义。。。。

别胡思乱想。。。。

我只是觉得。。。

对，

曾经的一句话。。。

会造成以后的伤口。。。。

让我想起。。。

最近跟一个朋友的对话，

我真的很无言。。。

明明好喜欢。。。

却不说出来。。。。

每个人都有害怕被拒绝的时候吧。。。

也让我听到不可思议的事情。。。。

哈哈。。。

不告诉你什么事。。。。
因为现在的我们时非常要好的朋友。。。。

我曾告诉他。。。

如果那时候让我知道这件事，

或许现在的我们就不会这么好了。。。

因为以前的我太可恶了。。。。

可是他却帮了我不少。。。

教会了我好多东西。。。

对他除了谢谢还是谢谢。。。。

给你的，

我知道你回来读。。。

对我来说，

你是我一个很好的朋友。。。

就这样。。。

追到那个你心意的女孩记得告诉我哦。。。

如果我找到一个疼我的人，我也会告诉你。。。

就这样。。。

最近，

写这么多关于爱情的东西，

在怀疑我谈恋爱是不是？？

暂时还没。。。

有了，

会告诉好朋友。。。。

哈哈。。。

继续考试了。。。

第一次考试，

这么没有压力。。。

没有心情。。。

只想快点考完。。。

然后及格就好。。。

不要求多。。。

全科及格。。。

然后去受训了。。

我会很想念着的朋友。。。。

一群向家人一样的朋友。。。

下次再告诉你我对他们的形容吧。。。

只是不要笑我哦。。。。

期待与你下次再见面，

希望下次见到你时，

我会勇敢地对你说。。。。

我喜欢你。。。。

( 纯属巧合，不具任何意义) 

Kagura.....

KAGURA.....
A guy in the manga.....
Damn cool....
When i look at the his character,
I would say that
Next time i want to find a boyfriend like him....

He is caring....
Cool...
Gentle....
Blame everything on himself cos he is a mafia leader....
Protect the girl very much.....
Cute...
And handsome...

I love the way he protect the girl....
And took the blame on himself...
He can blame everything but he did not...
Caring....
Damn cool....

Next time i want to find a boyfriend who is caring....
Now still finding....
Haha.....

Christmas...............

Yes...........................
Feel like shouting............
I actually got a chance to involved in christmas............
Wow.................

Why i so happy??
Cos is a rare chance since i started study....
And second only an adult service musician can become one of it....
In church, there are a few services....
Like children, youth, BM, english service and bilingual service.....
So adult service is refer to english service and bilingual service....
It depends on your skill....
The higher your skill, the higher level u will be involved in....

So i was once a bilingual service musician...
But my skill is very bad....
Seriously....
This is wat i think la....
Haha....
Cos kena scare by my friends...
We are all similiar age....
But i like their piano skill....
Nice....
So, i always think that my piano skill sucks.....
But, i don know about the others....
Haha....

I am seriously happy for it...
And i wish that i can involved in it....
Hope that my industrial training will not crash with it...
Cos don want to cause people too much trouble...
And try to help others more....
Thanks god......

Now have to concentrate on study....
Kampate, Starry...
I can do it....

心情。。。。

真的很佩服自己。。。
明天要考试了。。。
还没有背好。。。
就在玩，写部落格。。。
哈哈。。。。

该说什么呢？？？
应该说自己很残忍吧。。。
真的真的很残忍。。。
因为我根本就不知道该做什么。。。
该说什么才对。。。
我则能装着不知道。。。
什么都不懂。。。
不想去管。。。
不想去猜。。。
可是这感觉一直都在吧。。。

不想当电灯泡。。。
可惜，我一直都是。。。
有时候真的想谈恋爱。。。
有时候又不想。。。
奇怪吧。。。
哈哈。。。

事情在这里说了，
这里算。。。
姐妹们，
等我回到去猜问吧。。。。
我直能说。。。
如果有一天，
我真的交了男朋友。。。
你们会是第一个知道的。。。
哈哈。。。。

爱情，
该来的时候就会来，
该是你的就是你的。。。
强求也没有用。。。

我祝福所有有情人总成眷属。。。
我也在寻找着我的Mr。Right。。。
就这样了。。。
该读书了。。。
祝我考得好成绩。。。。

Taiping trip

It is actually a baptism trip...
Where christian confirm their salvation...
And a time to hang out with friends...
So i am going with my church friends there to enjoy the nature....

It is located in Taiping...
Not at the Main town there....
But a place known as Trong....
During the journey there,
I was sleeping...
Cos the day before that,
Play until very late....

When we reach there,
It is really close to nature...
Even reach a point where there is no line at there....
Cannot call or sms people....
The food there consider ok....
The water there is very cooling...

At there,
we experience a life that in my life i have never experience before....
A life like the olden days...
Where there is no supply of water into ur house...
The only water source is the river....
This is because of the weather...
That cause the water source in the house very low and stop...
No water...
Every water needed...
Need to use from the river....

So we bath there,
Play there,
Wash plates there....
There is toilet available...
We will do our business there....

Then we heard that there is a waterfall...
But need to walk for 2km...
The 2km is that kind of mountain road...
So we climb....
Is very far...
I walk for one hours without rest and water....
It result in dehydration...
My face appear white....
And scare my friend,S...
I myself did not realize it....
I feel dizziness...
But i thought that is alright...
But did not realize that...
My face is pale...

And we reach a staircase there...
Based on the local there,
Whom they did not went before but theirs parents did...
It will lead us to the waterfall....
So we went...
But we saw a warning sign...
That tell us not to go...
But we thought that...
Since there is staircase prepare...
It means that we can go....
So we go...
The staircase is very steep....
We have to be very careful...

In the end, we reach the waterfall...
But we could not play at there....
Cos the stairs to there broken ady....
And the stairs is very steep....
So we went back....

On our way up,
Most of us walk and only one local people drive a motorcycle up...
One of my friend,T will take it down as the road is very steep...
I was planing to walk down...
But my friends all ask me to ride the motorcycle down...
So in the end,
I ride it with my friend, T....

Then we all reach back safely...
And we continue play in the water....
And eat crabs....
Very nice and fresh...
But have to fight the food with flies....

Then we take our bath....
And we went to charcoal farm, place that rear chicken, kayu bakau area....
Then we have bbq....
After that, we continue play with  the water....
The guys went 'swimming' in the river....
Girls we put our leg in to the water...
You maybe wondering why i put the '' in the swimming there...
Cos the water is very swallow....
U cannot swim there...
Only play water.....

After that we have campfire...
Everyone start singing songs....
Cos one of my friends, A is scare of the bugs...
There is a lot of bugs there....
We take the pillow and newspaper out and sleep around the campfire....
With no tent...
No room....
Forest and river around...
Six of us there....
And fire....
Owl's sound....
That all...
Dog and the owner still there talking with his friends....
Very fun.....
I really fall asleep....

But then my friend, S wake me up as he thinks that it is not safe there...
So we all sleep in the room...
9 of us.....

The next day,
we woke up...
Have breakfast and we went to church...
Introducing ourselves to the people there...
And they lead our way to the place that we want to go...

We went to the Taiping Lake and Taiping Zoo...
It is fun....
During the train trip in Taiping Zoo,
We are very naughty...
As we are split up with the others....
All the couples they sit together...
Those who are not,
Which left the three of us there..
Sit together.....
So there is one couple sitting in front of us....
The five of us...
Will start shouting our friends name, S, M whenever we see animals...
Chimpanzee, Monkeys, Lioness and the others....
Very fun.....
And we have dinner at Ipoh and went back to Kampar...
We reach Kampar in the evening time....

Having a fun trip there...
Get to see a lot of animals...
I saw small kangaroo...
It is very cute....
Also not expensive.....
I spend about RM60 include food, room and all the tickets....
Consider ok la...
Hope that there is more trip coming....

Dota....

Don be amazing...
Don be shocked....
I start playing Dota....
Haha.....
But i am terrible in it...

Knowing Dota this game...
Is through my cousin....
See him kill his soldier....
I don like the feeling...
So i can say i don like to play it....

Then i saw my friends playing....
I was wondering why they play...
I thought as a christian not suppose to play...
But he told me...
There is no good or bad in game...
As long as you are not addicted in it...
Then ok ady...

So i started learning...
Haha...
But among the girls...
I am the second last one who know how to play...
All my friends that are girl start ady...

So we have a fun time together playing...
My friends say that i am very good in picking up this game...
Cos in second game,
I manage to kill two hero...
Which is ady weakened by my friends....
Picking up only...
don ask me to fight..
I am consider weak in the group...
But fun...

Next time, i want to play with my friends again....
Haha....

Gundam Seed and Gumdam Seed Destiny

Both of the show....
I love them the most.....
One of the reason is because of the main lead in the anime.....

KIRA YAMATO........
Pilot of Strike, Freedom and Strike Freedom....
If i not mistaken.....
Cos i love both Freedom and Strike Freedom....
He live in a world where there is normal people who born normally and people who undergoes genetic modification....
Which call as a coordinator....
They are human who does not born normally....
And Some even don have parents....
They are the products of science technology....

So in that kind of world,
He is the best coordinator.....
Gentle, caring and would do anything to protect his friends....
He is amazing...
There are also another nice guy like Athrun Zala....
He is also similiar to Kira....
But he is more involved in the politics as His father is a politician...
Kira's Father also...
But not much people actually know...
He always protect his elder sister, Cagalli and his lover Lacus....

Second reason is that....
Every time i watch it....
It makes me think more....
It is in the era of war....

Human..........
Special.....
Complicated...
Weak...
Wicked.....
Simple....
A lot of things....

We are not the same....
No matter how similar we are.....

Effect of war....
Revengeful heart....
Bounded by the past.....
It is really special....

I just could not stop myself from watching it...
haha.....

50 First Date

Never thought that it would be so nice....
Watching the female lead....
Waking up everyday....
Have her life the same as the day she met with an accident.....
Nothing change...
For one year...

One whole year....
Three Hundred and Sixty Five days....
Her family and her friends keep an eye on her....
Just with a simple wish....
To be happy everyday....
simple....
Yet, u will never know the effort that they put in....
Imagine u have to life ur life like that just because one of ur family member is suffering from illness....
It would be tiring....
But due to the love towards her....
You are willing to do so....

Kinda Blur, right???
Wat am i talking abt???
So this is how...
The girl suffer from an accident....
This cause her brain to suffer from injury...
Everyday she woke up with the memory on the day that she had an accident....
Wats happen after that, she has totally no idea....
The guy did something for her....
And in the end, they are happily together.....

I feel touch when i watch it...
But nice guy is ady extinct ady.....
haha....
guys may not be agree with me...
But some girls will be....

Don blame me....
Sometimes i really don like behavior from some bad guys.....
Really......
Maybe one day i will meet with someone who can change my view on it....
That really proves that nice guy do exist....

I am just a girl...
Wanting to grow up....
Wanting to break free....
Wanting to fly up high like an eagle...........

八月。。。

终于赶完我的report了。。。
哈哈。。。。
这就是懒惰的后果。。。
自己很清楚。。。
只是改不掉这个坏习惯。。。
哈哈。。。

最近让我学到一样东西。。。
过去就让它过去吧。。。
想要回去也会不去。。。
想要改变也改变不了。。。
只能迈向未来。。。

又听到他的消息了。。。
你知道最难过的地方在那里面吗？
当你下定决心忘记的时候，
听到了关于他的消息。。。
哈哈。。。
我或许处在这种环境。。。。
真的想忘记这种感受。。。。
我只希望他过得很好。。。
这就够了。。。
身处异乡的他，
一定会过得比我更辛苦。。。
我算幸运了。。。
能够还在这。。。
这是回家好累罢了。。。。
而我决定了。。。
一定要忘了他。。。
哈哈。。。
我一定能。。。
因为有这么多东西要做。。。

这个sem。。。
很会跑。。。
到处去玩。。。。
没有读书。。。
haiz.....
要开始了。。。
否着我的fianls就完了。。。
加油。。。。
我一定行的。。。

痛苦的回忆。。。

我真的以为我胜过了。。。
我真的以为我不会再记得。。。
我真的以为我不会对哪一件事有任何影响。。。。
结果，
我错了。。。
真的错了。。。

今天，
父母的话。。。
让我打开沉睡已久的记忆。。。
也没很久。。。
几个月。。。
那时候，
愚蠢的我。。。
做了一件傻事。。。
结果，
他就像影子一样缠绕着我。。。
让我窒息。。。
摆脱不了。。。。
很痛苦。。。。

透过神，
我让他沉睡下去。。。。
永远记得教训，
也不被它影响。。。
我以为他不会再让我痛苦了。。。
可是我错了。。。。

因为我企图回忆起当时的情况。。。
而让我很自责。。。
为什么我会这么傻？？？
为什么我会这么愚蠢？？
为什么？？？
种种的为什么。。。。。
种种的自责。。。。
让我再也承受不了。。。
好像痛哭。。。。
好像忘记。。。
不想再记得了。。。。

我觉得好愧疚。。。。
却没有任何能力去胜过他。。。。
好痛苦。。。。
好无奈。。。。
好自责。。。。

我希望这件事情能够永远解决。。。。
让他继续沉睡。。。
永远也没有机会醒来。。。。。

Liar Game

刚刚看完。。。
觉得他很特别。。。
因为说到谎言和背叛。。。
人心险恶。。。
为了欲望而不折手段。。。。
这就是人类。。。

可是看到最后，
看到因为女主角的正直，
而再一次相信人。。。
真好。。。
女主角真的很傻。。。
他经典的一句话。。。
我宁愿被人骗也不要怀疑人。。。
要我怀疑人，我宁愿被骗。。。
甚则最后，
他宁愿为了别人而负债。。。
不是小数目哦。。。
他们的标价是一亿。。。

可是世界上还有这样的人吗？？
这样的善良，
这样的正直。。。
着世界，
没有一个人会为了别人得好。。。
或许这世界上就只有父母吧。。。。

真的很特别，
有趣，
现实。。。
这就是我们所居住的地方。。。。
哈哈。。。。

下次再写了。。。。
加油。。。
我一定能的。。。
越做越好。。。
活出快乐的我。。。

难道拥有强大的力量才能改变？？？ 
强大的力量就代表什么能都做得到吗？？？ 
人类阿，人类。。。 
你真的很复杂。。。


这是我现在fb的status....
人类，真的很复杂。。。
有写这样的post。。。
为什么？？？
看戏咯。。。。
哈哈。。。


我又去看帅哥了。。。
哈哈。。。
去看我的大帅哥了。。。
真的想轻松一下。。。
因为上个礼拜，
出去玩。。。
结果这个礼拜，
每一天睡不好。。。
就为了report....
Repoert, Report....
I hate u......


好了。。。
该回到那一个问题了。。。。
真的有力量就够了吗？？？
不明白。。。
不了解。。。。
力量，
到底什么是力量？？？
真的那么重要吗？？？
没有它，我们就不能改变吗？？？


对于我，
我相信没有它也能改变。。。
我不需要它。。。
可是，
这部代表他不重要。。。
他其实也很有用处的。。。


人类，
是如此的复杂。。。。
如此的无知。。。
也如此的骄傲。。。
如此的脆弱。。。
也如此的强悍。。。。


我是不是选错科了？？
我因该去读心理学才对。。。
因为我对他是如此的感兴趣。。。
哈哈。。。。


有时候会怀疑，
却没有回头路了。。。
因为我已经花了一年的时间。。。
其实他也很有趣。。。
生物医学。。。
不过好难哦。。。


该是时候向未来迈进一步了。。。
朋友说我写的方式改变了。。。
真的吗？？
我却觉得自己没变。。。
我还停留在那不够承受的阶段。。。
我需要改变。。。
才能脱离现在的情况。。。
我一定能的。。。
加油。。。


未来不是已经为我们设计的。。。。
我们不一定得走哪一条路。。。
未来在我们的手里。。。。
我也相信未来在耶稣手里。。。
他会带我走的。。。。 

人类

人类，

是怎么的简单，却又如此的复杂。。。

野心，

是如此的恐怖。。。

能使一个人分不清对与错。。。

能让一个人为了自己要完成的事而不择手段。。。

看了一部动漫，

很讨厌男主角。。。

因为无知，

他一点也没发觉，

他一直都在被人利用。。。

被所谓对的道理。。。

所谓对的事。。。

他看不清哪一个才是对的。。。

你会问，为什么我回去看呢？

因为他的配角。。。

是我第一个爱上的男生。。。

哈哈。。。

第一次看到，

是这部动画的上一部。。。

男主角超帅也超可爱。。。

他也是超强的。。。

人类，

因为厌倦了战争的生活，

尽然选着了抹杀未来。。。

来阻止他。。。

这真的有用吗？？？

我不觉得。。。

配角也不觉得。。。

因为有明天，

所以才有盼望。。。

因为有明天，

人才能够改变。。。

没有人能决定另一个人的未来。。。

没有人能控制另一个人的决定。。。

没有。。。

人不能决定另一个人的未来。。。

我真的很喜欢这最后的片尾曲。。。

他说到，

即使两个人拥有一模一样的样貌，

两人的想法还是不一样。。。

没有两个一模一样的人，

每一个人是唯一。。。

政治，

真的好复杂。。。

他们只为自己的益利。。。

从不管人民的需要。。。

我无言。。。

没人喜欢战争，

因为他真的很残酷。。。

武器，

一个比一个还要强，

能够杀根多人。。。

幸好，

现在的世界，

没有战争，

不然我们一定很惨。。。

你会觉得这是一部动画而已。。。

可是他却让我从另一个角度看人生。。。

人生，

没人知道未来会如何。。。

拥有明天，

其实就是一种期待，一种盼望了。。。。

我深深地相信明天会更好。。。。