Confused and depress.....

Something happen in my life.....

Something that i must say.....

But i don dare..........

Wat can i do???

Crying is not a way.....

But tears keep on coming down....

Wat should i do???

I really have no idea....

I don want to lose them......

And time is running out........

And i don really know wat to do..........

I really hope that i can be there with them.......

But i cannot....

Going to study has pull me away from them......

How i wish i can stop the time.....

Right now....

Staying with them is wat my hearts desire....

But every time it fails.......

My mum always send me to the school far apart with them.............

I really miss them so much.......

Every time, when i want to leave,

I will be crying....

But after crying.....

I know i will become stronger..........

I have to........

No matter what.......

Forcing myself to become stronger...........

I am in a very confused state.....

I am not the starry that ppl know.....

I don want to be weak.........

I don want to be a girl who will cry whenever she face problems.........

Why do things always different from wat i think???

Why????

Just hope that i can get better soon.....

And someone can be there to help me........

God, please help me...........

I am losing all my hopes....

And u understand me the most............

Help me..........

Starry is going to get better and well soon..........

Friends,

So sorry cos i won tell u wat happen............

But don worry..........

I will get well soon...........

Don make wild guess.....

It won work.........

I will be strong again.....

I need a place to express myself......

And at here, i can really let it out.........

I know i can smile again....

I know the problems will be solved....

I know the confused and depress me will recover....

Just need time.........

So sorry.........

Thanks.................

PTPTN....

Finally pass up my PTPTN form....

And he accept my application.........

YEAH......

Happy................

Cos i have to busy prepare the document............

Have to go back JB for the signature............

And is worth it............

But today something happen...........

Make me feel like scolding people...........

very angry at those ppl.............

No brain one.............

Study so much for wat..........

If u don have the basic manner..............

Don know how to be a human..............

Today.............

I wake up very early....

First time so early......

I wake up 5.30am.......

When i go out.....

The sky still dark..............

Then my friends and i cycle to school................

The school gate haven even open...........

We reach school ady............

And start to line up..........

But in front us, there are others ppl............

Then in front of us got one grp of ppl............

When their friends come, they just straight away cut the line and line up in front of us......

Then we also cut the line to in front lo.............

Until here still ok....

We chit chat.........

Then at 7am........

The door open....

We go into the building following the line....

Then when we go into the hall....

We still follow line....

Then they are ppl from the back moving in front....

Then we heard a person shout 'chong a.....'

Then the ppl from the back start to rush to the front............

And everybody squeeze in.............

I feel so angry.......

My friends say...

' If this kind of situation happens in the art stream, i feel is ok....

But this happen in a science stream.....'

My friends and i really feel very angry lo..............

How can this happen????

I really feel like telling them...........

Hei.............

U r at least 19 years old............

Not a little kid........

Study degree for what..........

If u don haven simple manner................

No manners.................

Don think study make u a different person..........

Don think get good results is superior than us.....

Stupid idiot..............

U won be able to survive in this cruel world............

Hate it............

Don be so selfish...............

U make the ppl come early look like a fool............

And u make urself an idiot....

A person no manners...........

A person who seems like not educated............

Is very foolish.......

Telling ppl u r a uni student but behave like someone not educated...........

Recently,

Meet with ppl so selfish and sarcastic...............

The world is sick...........

Hate it...........

Humans are complicated........

So do I................

Black nails.......

Recently, i paint my nails...........

I paint it black........

I like the colour....

But my friends find it scary............

I paint when i am preparing my test....

No mood........

Really.........

So i paint my nail.....

I like it very much........

Although a bit scary............

haha.......

Next time try a different colour.......

Trip back....

I went back JB on last Wed...............

Again...........

Haha.....................

Cos i miss my family..............

My family miss me lo........

Haha.......

Just kidding......................

I went to do my ptptn things............

I have to give my parents to sign............

So they print for me..........

And they sign for me............

And i went back and take...............

So i spend one day there actually..........

If u minus off the travelling time...............

And then,

I wen to visit my grandmother.............

I drove up there...........

And i meet a pig who don know how to drive.............

An arrogant pig................

I come to a T junction...........

I want to go to the other site...............

The car in front me want to reverse...........

So i stop for the car to reverse............

Suddenly a female pig came from the other site of the road and signelling........

Telling us that she wants to park at the parking lot behind me..............

I was so angry...........

Luckily the car in front of me stop.............

And there was no car coming............

So i faster drove away...........

After that i was scolding that pig in my car..............

I was like..........

U stupid pig........

U no eyes a..............

Cannot see la............

How am i suppose to move........

U only think of urself.........

Pig la..............

Ur grandfather punya road la..............

Arrogant...............

Stupid...............

Is an aunty driving the car............

And u can see her nose so high............

Hidung tinggi................

WAT DE................................

Then i have fun in my grandmother's house........

Playing with my cousin...........

She is so cute.............

Then i drove back.................

Don know why this place so many pig............

Pig that are stupid..........

Pig that are arrogant..........

Pig that only think of themselves..............

And most of the times is this kind of pig causing road accident.......

WAT DE....................

Ur skin colour does not make u higher than us lo...............

U stupid pig.............

Angry at this kind of system..............

Fed up with this kind of theory...............

Stupid..............

Don say something that seems so good but sort of impossible...............

Use ur brain la.............

I hate it.............

Humans are complicated........

So do i............

A scare....

This morning i have a scare....

Nearly heart attack........

Luckily my heart is still strong enough to take it........

Haha...........

If u are currently in perak,

U left a important document in Johor,

And u need it two days later,

Wat will u do?

And u don know where u put it ady....

Scary, right?

Ya, this is my situation.

I need a cert for my ptptn application.....

And it is in Johor.......

I really don know wat to do.....

Luckily there are friends around me.....

And they ask me to call back now....

And give me some idea.....

So i immediately call my mum.....

But my mum is not at home....

She goes to work ady......

She say she call my dad.......

So my dad and my sis help me find the document...

And scan it...

Then email it to me........

Just now i am so so so worried....

My friends was like...

Sure can find it one...

U got keep it.....

Then can one la......

I feel relieved a bit..........

Then received call from my sis..

Asking me where did i put...

I tell her i really don know........

A bit worried and frustrated...

So i talk very loudly........

My friends was helping me to calm down.........

I feel their support and i am very grateful to that......

Then i go back to hostel.........

On the way home, my sis found it.........

Haha.............

Really thanks god..............

Thank God...........

Thank my parents.........

Thank my friends......

Without them, i really don know wat to do.........

I realized i am a spoiled brat..........

Haha.........

Can u believe it?

I am calling myself a spoiled brat...........

Ya i am.............

In my parents protection for so long..........

Everything is i want......

But i am going to change it..........

And become stronger...........

Be a grown up.............

I will study hard to repay my parents...........

Starry is growing up here.......

Starry knows that she has a reason to be here.............

Starry going to study hard here..........

Starting today..........

Give all her best................

Kampate starry............

Starry can do it..........

Cos starry has god, family and friends........

Smile..............

Last day of lab.........

Today is the last lab practical in this sem.........

Fast, right?

My friends just start their sem not long ago........

And now i am preparing my finals ady............

Time flies so fast..........

Could not believe that.........

I am going to finish my sem 1............

So we did our practical as usual............

But this time,

I took a lot of picture...........

Some is for my lab test............

Which is next week........

We need to identify the slide......

So my friend found all the slide......

And we took picture of it.......

Then, promise them to upload to FB.

And tag all of them.........

I have the slides ady......

But i need to rearrange...........

First time take picture on the microscope.........

Then we have another lab..........

We are doing gel electrophoresis........

Cos the first group cannot finish the practical in time.......

So this time the whole class do one together........

We also took picture of the apparatus that we used..........

And we chat during the time we wait for results........

Is super funny to watch my friends.............

They are playing around.......

And i could not stop laughing............

After class,

We go take picture with the lecturer............

She is good..............

She is also my advisor............

I like her fashion.............

She does not dress like a normal lecturer...........

But very fashion...........

She is also very cute.......

Then after class......

Went back hostel.......

Cos tired............

I really don have strength anymore...........

Now is relaxing..........

And eating my dinner...........

Going to study hard for my finals and quiz........

Kampate Starry............

You can do it......

With god, nothing is impossible............

Be a strong girl here.........

Smile.............

Emo.....

Emo again.........

Can i lock myself in a place where no one could find me???

No.............

Starry is dreaming again........

Haha........

Promise my friends not to be emo again..........

But still emo.......

Currently me seems like not the real me.......

Where did the cheerful starry went????

Lost in somewhere else???

I am going to find the real me back............

I am going to find the cheerful starry back........

Today, cycling in the rain.........

Its kinda fun...........

At least it does not hurt anymore..........

But is happy............

When it rain.......

I feel like going out and play in the rain........

Let the rain wash all my sadness and emo away............

So that i may regain the happiness that i ones had.............

Changing my blog address..........

Is a way to adjust my feelings..............

Cos i don want to hurt others..............

Even though saying sorry may hurt someone..............

But this is wat i really want to say..............

Somethings are just meant to be secret............

Somethings are just meant to be lock away............

Somethings are just only for my friends........

Those who really accept me...........

Those who really love me.............

Those who understand me...............

Thanks............

Emo.............

Starry still emo...............

But starry know she got someone there.......

To support her...........

To make her stronger..............

Smile starry..............

Finding herself...............

Her real self..............................

Sleepy.............

Why am i still tired???

After my nap.........

This week has been a tired week for me.......

But this week is kinda normal...........

Not much things to rush........

I don know why...........

I always fall asleep........

And after that i feel tired........

Maybe i really slept too much..........

This is wat my friends say.....................

Haiz.............

Going to reduce her sleeping time..............

And start study lo.............

This week is ady week 11.......

In exactly one months time.........

I am going to face my finals........

Kampate starry..........

Starry can do it............

Smile................

Sick.........

I am sick.......

Again........

Don know why.............

Miss home..............

Miss my mum's cooking..........

Miss eating porridge...........

Got to take care of myself..........

Stop relying on people...........

But learn to take care of myself..............

Drink more water......

Rest..............

Enough sleep.............

Reduce sugar intake............

Eat regularly........

All this i will do............

Starry will be fine here.......

Starry will be strong........

Starry going to healthy............

Starry want to lose weight...

But in a healthy way...........

Kampate Starry.........

Smile............

Wed and thurs........

A lot of things have happen in these two days............

I am happy for everything in my life now..........

I am very thankful to my friends and parent.....

Starting from Tuesday...........

I am studying for my A n P quiz.....

Then i receive my mum's call...

That they are coming to visit me tomorrow.......

I was like har......

Tomorrow got quiz and concert.......

Then they told me they go my grandmum's house then call me....

Then i did not receive any call...........

Then i fell asleep...........

Then i receive a phone call......

From my mum......

She tell me that she is at my house.....

I am like har...........

So fast........

Then they come inside my room.....

And have a rest........

Bring things for me..........

We chat............

Then they go to KL to meet my sister........

My parents are great............

From JB to Kampar.......

They have to travel for 8 hours..........

I feel encourage...........

Cos i don want to disappointed them again......

I know my STPM results is very bad.......

I did not put in my effort in it..........

I make them disappointed.......

I will never forget that...........

To make them proud........

Then i have my quiz...........

The lecturer teach first......

But i am study..............

Then, we have quiz...................

It is critical thinking type question......

So i write everything that i can think...........

I write everything that i can related to the question........

So i write a lot.....

And my friends are like...........

Wow...............

Then, they tell me they are scare...........

I feel that i just simply write only......

Cos i really not sure wat questions want........

So write all lo............

Then i skip class to go to Ipoh.........

We have fun during the journey...........

We were laughing and chatting...........

Then we reach Ipoh Parade.....

Then we go makan.......

I love the food there.....

Nice, right?

A lot of fruits........

I cannot finish it......

Then we go to Syuen Hotel.....

For the concert..............

My friend is very smart and good..........

He got us some wrist band.....

That only for those who attend the seminar.......

They get to go in first............

This is the wrist band.............

So we get to go in first............

On the wrist band.....

There are two word.......

United + Conquer........

Is very nice.................

But we waited for 45 minutes just to get into the hall..............

And waited about 30 minutes for the concert to start...........

Then they finally started......

I like their opening........

Hillsong concert opening is always fantastics...........

I like their video...........

They make it very nice............

Although got some mistakes.......

But still nice...........

Their fast songs is very rock...........

You will feel like jumping...........

And all old song........

Don have any new song............

But i enjoy it.......

The slow songs really touch my heart.............

The slow songs feel my heart............

Give me faith, love and hope...........

I am heal through the songs........

I learn a lot in the concert...................

Then the last part......

I dislike a guy.............

That guy Is tall........

He block my view..........

Then when he jump.......

He is moving to the back..........

And the space there is very limited........

I feel like kick him..............

But i did not do it..........

He is crazy...........

And he start to dance for one song......

Like playing boxing............

And no matter how my friends hit him.......

He has no feeling..........

He make me feel uncomfortable.........

Haiz.................

Then we go makan and go back..........

During the journey back,

I am laughing non stop.......

Cos of my friends cold joke........

Then i rest....

I fall asleep without knowing it again......

haiz........

Then thurs morning.....

I go meet my friends from JB............

We have breakfast............

We chat and bring them to see my Uni.......

I know some camp coming.....

And i plan to go back to attend.......

See got holiday or not.............

We have so much fun together........

And i feel like i am back to JB.............

Then i went to my friend's house.....

In eastlake......

I live in westlake......

And from my place to eastlake is far....

This is the first time that i went there...........

Then we chat in my friends house......

Then i go back home to rest........

I am really thankful to my parents and my friends....

They are really good to me......

But seems like i always cos trouble to them...

Haha...........

I will never run away from my responsibility....

As a musician........

I really feel like regret that........

Cos i really pass everything down to friends without training them..........

I am feel really guilty.....

I am leaving JB in a time where there is lack of musician.......

Hope that lord will use more people.......

And i believe i have a purpose........

Leaving is the best choice i have.........

Haiz.........

Miss JB so much..............

These two day.....

My spirit is restored.......

My mind is strengthen....

I am encouraged..........

I feel stronger.........

In future,

There is still a lot of things to face........

I can make it..........

Smile Starry...........

Be strong...............

Kampate Starry...........

Hillsong Concert........

This a concert i been waiting for one month like tat.........

Especially when i have miss one in JB..............

Before coming to study......

I always wanted to go to another concert.............

I want to improve my music skill..............

I want to beat someone with my music skills......

But seems impossible...............

My friends' piano skills are fantastic.........

And they are almost same age as me...........

So i always wanted to beat them..........

But i know i will never get the chance..............

So, it sort of a regret.......

Cos my heart long to go...........

But i have to let go..........

Then i heard that got this concert..........

I got that feeling that i must go...........

Then i finally get to go..........

Although it is not the real team that play for the album.......

But is really fantastic........

I love their music.............

Singing songs....

I have so much fun there.........

Enjoy myself in the music..........

Some song touch me............

Am i living in a mask?

Am i the real me that once was in JB?

Am i affected by the environment?

Am i adjusting myself just to fit in?

Am i going away from god?

Am i just running away?

Am i just pretending?

Am i??????????

Yes, i am..........

I am running away from someone who love me so much.......

I am running away from someone who understands me the most............

I am solving all my problems by myself.................

I always think that i am alone here.............

I am running away from my responsibility........

I always think of myself only...............

After the concert............

I need to do something to my life.......

Change it from worst to good................

Let God control my whole life..........

I am not alone here..................

But i have god.........

I have my friends..............

I am willing to take up my responsibility.........

To be a musician again......

In JB............

Haha............

My heart and my soul..........

I give u control.........

Let justice and praise........

Become my embrace............

To love u from inside out.............

Everlasting............

Your light will shine when all else fade..............

Never ending...............

Your glory goes beyond all fame............
And the cry of my heart................
Is to bring you praise................
From the inside out.................
Lord my soul cries out...................

I really hope i can do it..............

I am not ashamed to be a Christian.................

I will love god with all my heart........

Keep his word in my heart........

And be an obedient child......................

Sometimes i am never meant to just fit in........

I am not going to think of herself only......

But care for others.........

I am going to live a life from inside out.......

With god........

I won let the world influence me........

But i will shine like stars............

Starry, Kampate.............

Starry can do it............

Starry miss her church friends so much.............

Starry want to be herself again............

Blog.......

Recently..........

I love to blog.............

Cos this is the place where i can speak out loud.............

I can really be myself...........

In this is virtual world..........

In starry.....................

Sorry........

My mood is swing again........

Feel like finding a place to hide again................

So i am going to change my blog address again...............

And this time....

I will completely hide my identity........

And use only starry this name.............

Recently........

I am very emo..............

Really emo.................

I can be smiling at this moment.....

And then be sad abt something...............

So sorry if i hurt someone...........

I am truly sorry........

And i am not intentionally want to hurt you...............

Going to hide herself......

And let the hurt heal.......

And return back to the starry that everyone once know.........

SMILE, STARRY.........

爱上一个人比忘记一个人容易..............

This is my FB status...........

Wondering why...

Cos is true............

I try so hard to forget a person...............

I want to forget him.......

Really..........

But every time fail.................

And yet falling in love is so so easy.............

During that period of time,

Ya.....

I kinda like someone else...........

I am a playgirl, right?

Haha........

I admit it...............

Only some of my close friends knows........

And i don know wat to do..............

I have to work with him..............

I feel scare playing the piano with him..............

I cannot deny it...........

He is fantastic.............

I know he is in other country now............

And now i can treat him as normal friends.................

Haha....................

But the first guy......

I really cannot forget about him..................

Now i kinda like another guy............

I am very playful........

I try so hard to prevent myself.........

But yet fall into it............

So, i am going to kill it before it started to grow.................

Luckily the three of them don know that i have blog..........

So i dare to write here........

And they are not with me.........

The two of them still in JB.............

They are nice guys...........

And i am not regret that i meet them.......

But i want to be their friends.............

I don want to tell them..........

Cos i don want them to fell stress........

But i wish them to be happy.............

Now i am still single..........

But i am waiting my heart to die...........

And i am happy here.......

With all my new friends............

And my heart started to die...........

Going to completely stop loving him.............

Kampate o........

Starry...............

Just like my Hze Jie Jie say...........

I am going to meet a better person............

There are still a lot of guys in this world...........

But for now...........

I still prefer single............

When times comes........

Maybe i will go into a relationship with someone...........

But not for now.............

Starry is playful..........

But she is happy for who she is.........

Maybe sometimes a bit emo.......

But will get better soon............

KAMPATE, STARRY.............

Love is confusing,

Relationship maybe deceiving,

Friends is better,

Family is the best..............

Basketball.........

Since don know when,

Started to like basketball..........

But my height can never been able to play very well..

Cos i am short........

So those who know i am playing will be a shock......

I miss the time playing with them..........

That time is really a free time for us.......

Don know wat to do in church.......

So a group always hang around in Basketball court.......

In my church there are one.......

So at there girls usually listen to songs....

Whereas boys will be playing........

Cos we are so close........

I start to join them...............

Of course they will bully me.....

But they will still let me...........

So fun that time.....

But i like see them play.....

Is been like a habit.......

Every time free in church....

There are two place i can think of.....

And one of it is basketball court........

Is been so long i never play with them.........

Cos involved in performance and preparation of Christmas........

Finally finish all things......

Then i am here........

Study.............

I miss them a lot...........

But at here......

I got go and play....

Once only.....

With my friends..........

And i kena bully.............

We got 5 people.....

And we divide into 2 groups....

One group 2 and another one 3..........

And we start..........

I join in the group of 3 with a couple.......

Then the other 2 are a captain and the tallest one........

So actually our group is in disadvantage......

But we just play for fun.............

I can actually score for my groups....

So happy.......

But at here.....

They won let me one....

I have to fight for it.............

Especially my friend who is a captain.......

He read my blog and know abt it....

And he ask me.......

He always bully me........

At first, he let me shoot.....

Then start to distract me......

Make me miss........

When his ball out, i was so happy............

After that,

Every time i want to shoot....

He will take away the ball...

haiz....

So i cannot shoot......

And he will be laughing.....

I was so angry.........

I actually dare to snatch ball from him........

He is the third person that i dare to do it...........

The first two is my brother......

Cos we are so close, so i dare to do it..........

But i only know him for two months...........

Very weird, right??

I also don know why...........

So they actually win....

But we have so much fun........

He keep on asking me to have a match with him.....

One on One.....

I keep on rejecting....

Cos i know for sure i will lose one......

Haha.

Then he ask others....

We play for one hour...

Then have breakfast.

Then have to continue to do things...........

Just now my brother promise me...

That he will play basketball with me when i go back to JB.......

And when he is in the church......

So happy..........

Is been long time never meet him and play with him..........

He is a brother which i love so much.......

We also know each other for so long...............

Miss u all.............

And cannot wait until that time..........

Conclusion, Starry is playful......

Haha........

Choices........

This week i have been in a not feeling well state.......

But i don want to tell others........

Don want to make them worry...........

For my shining friends and my darling,

Don worry......

Xiao mei will take care of herself de...........

Xiao mei miss u all so much........

Xiao mei will guai guai drink more water de...................

I miss JB so much...........

How i wish to go back..........

Cos at there i feel like i have so much things that i haven done........

And i make my friends so busy................

I am so sorry......................

How i wish to go back there.............

But i still thanks God for putting me here..............

I really thanks God for everything i have here........

The friends i have here.......

The experience here..........

The study life here..............

I enjoy it.......................

At here i have to learn to grow up........

I cannot be a little kid anymore...........

But grow up as a young adult.........

I cannot say that i don like people say that i am still like a kid......

But a part of me really feels like growing up.....

At least in a special function like wearing formal,

I want to be an adult.....

It is my choice to be here.......

And i am really thankful..........

But i will always miss JB............

Jia you o...........

Friends In JB.............

My best sisters and darling.................

I will be here working hard too...........

Love u so much.................

KAMPATE STARRY.................

Nutrition Fun Fair

Today is the nutrition fun fair..........

So, i wake up at 6 something and start to prepare things.............

Cos wear formal and high heels.............

Then i go to school by car....

My friend drive and send us there..............

I cannot cycle to school......

Cos of the high heels......

Then start lo........

We prepare the things.........

My friends and I are doing ring tossing........

So we get the tables and arrange the things.......

There are the opening ceremony......

Then we start.................

But i always go out and take photo with my friends..........

Everyone is wearing high heels.........

I got help my friends......

Luckily got one guy help us.......

He is very good in asking people to play.....

Very socialize......

And i also help a bit............

Then, i kena scare by my leader.....

He is taking the hammer and scare me.......

If u come from in front then i am ok......

He stand behind me........

And suddenly take out the hammer............

I am scare and start screaming........

And running away.............

I am so used to my high heels.......

So can run.........

But my leg still pain...

Cos really have to stand and walk around with it.........

Haiz.......

The price for beauty.......

Pain..............

Then i have my lunch with my group members.......

We chat and get closer........

Then when i come back,

The gift almost finish ady.....

So just help for a while then finish............

My friend complaint to me.......

Ask him to go and eat then he don want........

So i pull him around..............

But i go help my other groups......

Cos we got two games..............

Then receive a sms.....

I am so happy.........

Cos my thing have settle........

Then start to not feeling well...........

Is just a bit......

And i don know where to hide myself................

And i don want others to know.........

So faster go and rest.............

Then hurry bought milk......

Cos want to let it heal......

But i don know it have not effect.............

Start to sick............

But luckily no one know...........

Cos i don want them to worry..............

Then help out......

When i work, it seems that i am able to control it.............

Then, when i finish..........

It started again...........

My friends thought that i am tired........

And one of my friends leg pain and could not stand.......

So they go and help them............

I was so relieved.........

But the pain does not just go away but continue.............

Then one of my friends noticed that i am sick...........

He came over.....

He thought that i have asthma..........

He keep on asking question....

But i am not going to answer.......

I intend to hide it from him..............

But he sit beside and make me relax a bit.......

Calm me down...........

I felt so guilty so i tell him my condition.............

But i ask him to keep it........

And he promise..........

Then reach hostel.....

Quickly eat my medicine...........

And have a nice nap.............

My friends say my earrings is very nice.......

And i look pretty......

But i think is just like normal........

I really don think i am pretty............

Someone call me beautiful girl.....

It make me feel uncomfortable...........

Cos i am not pretty..............

Haha..............

I have so much fun there...

And get so close to them........

Thanks a lot.............

Memories.......

Today chatting with my friend about my form 6 life....

She came from A-level..

So we just chit chating.....

But somethings never change.......

I miss u all............

I miss the all girls environment.....

I miss the time where we all hate guys so much......

I miss the time where we are chit-chating.......

I miss the time where Hazel Jie Jie is asking question...........

I miss the time where i can always sleep in class..............

I miss the time where when i am sick, there are friends who know.............

At least some of my friends know my condition..............

Today feeling sick...........

But i am very good in acting..........

haha.........

So actually no one knows...........

I miss my form 6 life...........

So free......

So relax........

Every time after test,

We will go out and play.......

We celebrates friends Birthday together...........

We work hard together........

We play together and have fun...........

And now how i wish i can go back...........

As our life change, no matter wat happen....

We will still be friends forever.............

Lian, Hazel, Chi, PP, Lene, Leen, Ning, Potato, Chui yen, Yee Ser, Shaker, Shen yee, Hui wen, Shuba, Mun Chin and others..............

I miss u all........................

I miss my form 6 life................

I miss the time i have with u all..........

Hope to see u all again...............

Emoing...........

Sorry.........

Back to emo state...........

I really wish this is a dream...

Times up and back to reality.......

But so sad that i am in reality........

I am not asleep....

I am no dreaming......

Haiz...............

I really wish to become a star.............

Can i????

I want to be a star.......

Escape to other space........

At there i no need to worry about anything.............

At there, i won feel sad, confuss and hurt............

At there, i can know how my friends is doing........

But i still got other stars there to be with me.......

Can i????

Starry is dreaming again........

I think thats why i love star so much......

I find star is beautiful....

And they are shining so bright.......

No matter what happen...............

Haha........

Silly starry...........

Starry will be strong at here...........

Starry will be strong to face all problems..........

Starry will keep all hurt into the pandora box and bury it........

And it should never be open again...........

Starry will be smiling again..............

Starry now is emoing..............

Will become better.....

Don worry........

Starry won let problems beat her........

But make her stronger........

KAMPATE........................