Losing Appetite....

I am losing my appetite.......
I am losing my fats.............
I have to admit......
I want to lose weight..........
But this kind of losing weight..........
Make me scare more than happy.............

Maybe my mood affect my appetite.............
Even my friends can see that i am down..............
Just so down............
Things happen so sudden................
And it seriously affect my appetite...........

Can u imagine how much i ate a day?
Normally, i can eat quite a lot............
Recently, one day i only ate two packet of biscuit........
Small packet.......
Each packet has two to three piece only...........
Yesterday i had one pack of tidbits and a few piece of bread...
Thats all............
Today i had a piece of cake and a half packet of instant noodle........
Thats all..................
Can u imagine??
My friends and family who had seen me eat will realize......
That my appetite reduce so much............
Right now,
I need my appetite back...........
So much..........
One day, i am going to find back my appetite.........
And my smile............

Starry will happily living here...........
Right now,
Starry need time to gain back............
Starry will be fine soon.......
Smile.............

Yesterday's night till todays night...............

Something happens to me and my friends...........
Within one day..........
Feeling sad and down.............

Yesterday night,
Receive a sms from godmother..............
Telling us that my best friend, S..............
Will only go to night service.............
And she got no phone to use..............
And her FB will stop................
This is like so sudden..................
At first,
I was thinking that maybe she is too stress............
Knowing her,
I have two guess.......
One is too stress....
And another one is she is hurt by someone...............
I know recently she is involved in 4 major event................
Then i just guess like that..............

Then i receive FB message from one of my best friend, J........................
She heard that there are some discussion between a guy, Z  and S ans my godmother.............
Is quite serious.............
I am angry...........
How can he be like that..............
There is one thing for sure.......
If he dare to hurt S...........
He have to watch out................
We will really fight back..............

So the most important thing is to find out the truth................
I am at here........
So, a lot of things i don know............
Sometimes really hate it...........
But wat to do.................
Have to study a..................
Haiz..............

Then, receive a weird phone call..............
Seriously speaking.............
That time i really don have the mood to play with her...............
Then she keep on asking me to guess who is she...............
She say she is same class as me in Form 4.............
I were like thinking.........
Who is she...........
And my phone spoil before..........
So some of my contact list gone................
So i don really know who is she.............
Then she say she found my phone number in her BF's phone....
I was like.............
Har...................
Then she say i seduce her BF..............
Hei, i don know who is she and her BF...............
How can i seduce him???
Weird, right?
Then she end the conversation........
Then i call my friends...............
And have a chat with them............
They tell me maybe a prank call...
Cos she receive it also................

Then today.............
Realize something wrong with my health............
Have to call my mum and tell her later..........
But a part of me don want to do so..........
Cos don want to make her worry..........
But i also don know wat to do..............
Haiz....................

A lot of things happen................
I am not that strong too..............
At this point,
Where i don know wat to do...........
The only thing is to pray......................
But i know...
These situation make me stronger............

Starry will get stronger.................
Starry going to take good care of herself...........
Kampate....................

Back to blogging...

Haha............
Long time never write blog ady.........
Cos during holidays start watching an anime...........
And i spend almost all my time there............
So did not write my blog............

During my hoilidays,
So many things....
So much fun i have....
So much weight i gain............
Seriously...............
I gain weight ady..............
Have to reduce it..............
Come back to kampar sure can lose weight one................
Haha...................

In this one month,
So much things happen....
Going to write it down one by one................
Haha................