Last day of january......

I have a lot of fun in this day.......

First is playing basketball with a group of friends......
Cos normally only boys can play.....
Girls will stand aside....
Seldom play......
But today play until i am tired.....
And my group won the game... (cos we had a four on four)
I did not do anything....
Cos i am the weakest among them.....
But my teammates are very very good........
So i won......

Second, finally back on stage....
In bilingual service.....
As a young pianist......
Although my finger is very pain.......
But i enjoy the Praise and worship.........
I truly truly enjoy it.....
Although it seems like the most stressed place to play......
But to me, it is the easiest........
I enjoy the most......
Cos i am the youngest.....
The others help me a lot..........

Third, today got appreciation dinner......
Got lots of nice food......
Friends chatting.......
But all glory to god....
Is him who make the christmas rally a success......

Happy Always..........

Tired...........

I am tired.....
Physically, emotionally and spiritually............
Don know why..........
Hope to take a break.........

I used to love weekends......
But now sometimes i scare.......
Seems like i had a lot of things to do........
Sometime there is no rest......
when back home, so tired.....
My family does not like that..........

Lord, can i have a whole month of break???
Just a month......
Completely.........
No need to worry about anything....
Go into service.....
Eat and play with friends..........
Can i???
Or just let me busy until this jun......
And send me to other place in july............

I am really tired of everything in my life...........
I really need some energy.........
Some strength from others......
No more request.......
No more hurt.........
More understanding and help........

HUMANS ARE COMPLICATED.........
SO DO I.........

Wish someday u will see me stand up again..............
A completely grow up girl........
Cheerful, happy and responsible.............

Creul temptation 妻子的诱惑

I just finish watching the last episode....
Actually i skip.....
I just want to see the ending....

The ending is nice and touching....
And i realise people always regret when they lost something.....
When the son and daughter in law is not around,
They start to feel regret and sorry to them....
It reminds me to cherish people around us....

Sometimes let go is happier than holding on.....
Cos u know u will find ur true happiness again.....
Be cheerful and happy.....
Although it maybe hurtful....
But there is still others who love u and cherish u.....
One day i will find my own happiness.....
Happiness that belongs to me only......

Past...

Step into 20 years old,
Although i am not fully 20....
But a lot things to learn,
Everyone ask me to grow up,
But sometimes i don know how.....
Just trying to be a grown up girl.....

And i really want to let it go.......
Past that i really don want to remember....
Love....
Hatred....
Sadness.....
Guilt.....
and others.....

Say bye bye to the past....
And welcome the new future....
Be a brand new me....
A fully grown up and mature girl.....
I hope one day i can be that.......

Work....

I have finally found a job.....
I am now working as a tuition teacher.....
Teaching Primary 4, 5, and 6 English and Form 4 physic and chemistry....
I just need to work for mon to fri.....
Everyday 5 Hours....

I just want to get some experience and find something to do.....
I really feel very very boring at home....
Everyday online.....
I don know wat else can i do.....

Be a big girl and step into society......
Humans are complicated.....
So am i......

2010.....

2010 IS FINALLY HERE.......
I am finally 20.....

Been a 20 years old girl.....
I need to be more mature....
I need to be more independent....
I need make some important decision carefully.....
Like choosing courses and uni.....

But i don know how.....
Wat should i do to reach there.....
I am just like a little kid....
Don know anything....

Growing up is something i don know....
But it is a must....

I don know how....
But i will try my best to learn.....
Cos learning is through out your life.....
Does not matter how old or young are u.....
Kampate.....
I know i can.....

Coming back....

Is been a long time already....
After trials....
Results for trials.....
No mood to study....
Finally STPM....
Then Holidays....
Find work....
Start Working.....

Is been long time....
But each stages of life is different....
Passing is a must....

I think long time i never blogging....
The old self is coming....
The starry that don want to tell anyone secret is coming back.....
And i am trying hard to change it....
Since 2010 is here....
The old self, old habit had to change....
But still i miss my friends.....