心情。。。。

真的很佩服自己。。。
明天要考试了。。。
还没有背好。。。
就在玩，写部落格。。。
哈哈。。。。

该说什么呢？？？
应该说自己很残忍吧。。。
真的真的很残忍。。。
因为我根本就不知道该做什么。。。
该说什么才对。。。
我则能装着不知道。。。
什么都不懂。。。
不想去管。。。
不想去猜。。。
可是这感觉一直都在吧。。。

不想当电灯泡。。。
可惜，我一直都是。。。
有时候真的想谈恋爱。。。
有时候又不想。。。
奇怪吧。。。
哈哈。。。

事情在这里说了，
这里算。。。
姐妹们，
等我回到去猜问吧。。。。
我直能说。。。
如果有一天，
我真的交了男朋友。。。
你们会是第一个知道的。。。
哈哈。。。。

爱情，
该来的时候就会来，
该是你的就是你的。。。
强求也没有用。。。

我祝福所有有情人总成眷属。。。
我也在寻找着我的Mr。Right。。。
就这样了。。。
该读书了。。。
祝我考得好成绩。。。。

Taiping trip

It is actually a baptism trip...
Where christian confirm their salvation...
And a time to hang out with friends...
So i am going with my church friends there to enjoy the nature....

It is located in Taiping...
Not at the Main town there....
But a place known as Trong....
During the journey there,
I was sleeping...
Cos the day before that,
Play until very late....

When we reach there,
It is really close to nature...
Even reach a point where there is no line at there....
Cannot call or sms people....
The food there consider ok....
The water there is very cooling...

At there,
we experience a life that in my life i have never experience before....
A life like the olden days...
Where there is no supply of water into ur house...
The only water source is the river....
This is because of the weather...
That cause the water source in the house very low and stop...
No water...
Every water needed...
Need to use from the river....

So we bath there,
Play there,
Wash plates there....
There is toilet available...
We will do our business there....

Then we heard that there is a waterfall...
But need to walk for 2km...
The 2km is that kind of mountain road...
So we climb....
Is very far...
I walk for one hours without rest and water....
It result in dehydration...
My face appear white....
And scare my friend,S...
I myself did not realize it....
I feel dizziness...
But i thought that is alright...
But did not realize that...
My face is pale...

And we reach a staircase there...
Based on the local there,
Whom they did not went before but theirs parents did...
It will lead us to the waterfall....
So we went...
But we saw a warning sign...
That tell us not to go...
But we thought that...
Since there is staircase prepare...
It means that we can go....
So we go...
The staircase is very steep....
We have to be very careful...

In the end, we reach the waterfall...
But we could not play at there....
Cos the stairs to there broken ady....
And the stairs is very steep....
So we went back....

On our way up,
Most of us walk and only one local people drive a motorcycle up...
One of my friend,T will take it down as the road is very steep...
I was planing to walk down...
But my friends all ask me to ride the motorcycle down...
So in the end,
I ride it with my friend, T....

Then we all reach back safely...
And we continue play in the water....
And eat crabs....
Very nice and fresh...
But have to fight the food with flies....

Then we take our bath....
And we went to charcoal farm, place that rear chicken, kayu bakau area....
Then we have bbq....
After that, we continue play with  the water....
The guys went 'swimming' in the river....
Girls we put our leg in to the water...
You maybe wondering why i put the '' in the swimming there...
Cos the water is very swallow....
U cannot swim there...
Only play water.....

After that we have campfire...
Everyone start singing songs....
Cos one of my friends, A is scare of the bugs...
There is a lot of bugs there....
We take the pillow and newspaper out and sleep around the campfire....
With no tent...
No room....
Forest and river around...
Six of us there....
And fire....
Owl's sound....
That all...
Dog and the owner still there talking with his friends....
Very fun.....
I really fall asleep....

But then my friend, S wake me up as he thinks that it is not safe there...
So we all sleep in the room...
9 of us.....

The next day,
we woke up...
Have breakfast and we went to church...
Introducing ourselves to the people there...
And they lead our way to the place that we want to go...

We went to the Taiping Lake and Taiping Zoo...
It is fun....
During the train trip in Taiping Zoo,
We are very naughty...
As we are split up with the others....
All the couples they sit together...
Those who are not,
Which left the three of us there..
Sit together.....
So there is one couple sitting in front of us....
The five of us...
Will start shouting our friends name, S, M whenever we see animals...
Chimpanzee, Monkeys, Lioness and the others....
Very fun.....
And we have dinner at Ipoh and went back to Kampar...
We reach Kampar in the evening time....

Having a fun trip there...
Get to see a lot of animals...
I saw small kangaroo...
It is very cute....
Also not expensive.....
I spend about RM60 include food, room and all the tickets....
Consider ok la...
Hope that there is more trip coming....

Dota....

Don be amazing...
Don be shocked....
I start playing Dota....
Haha.....
But i am terrible in it...

Knowing Dota this game...
Is through my cousin....
See him kill his soldier....
I don like the feeling...
So i can say i don like to play it....

Then i saw my friends playing....
I was wondering why they play...
I thought as a christian not suppose to play...
But he told me...
There is no good or bad in game...
As long as you are not addicted in it...
Then ok ady...

So i started learning...
Haha...
But among the girls...
I am the second last one who know how to play...
All my friends that are girl start ady...

So we have a fun time together playing...
My friends say that i am very good in picking up this game...
Cos in second game,
I manage to kill two hero...
Which is ady weakened by my friends....
Picking up only...
don ask me to fight..
I am consider weak in the group...
But fun...

Next time, i want to play with my friends again....
Haha....

Gundam Seed and Gumdam Seed Destiny

Both of the show....
I love them the most.....
One of the reason is because of the main lead in the anime.....

KIRA YAMATO........
Pilot of Strike, Freedom and Strike Freedom....
If i not mistaken.....
Cos i love both Freedom and Strike Freedom....
He live in a world where there is normal people who born normally and people who undergoes genetic modification....
Which call as a coordinator....
They are human who does not born normally....
And Some even don have parents....
They are the products of science technology....

So in that kind of world,
He is the best coordinator.....
Gentle, caring and would do anything to protect his friends....
He is amazing...
There are also another nice guy like Athrun Zala....
He is also similiar to Kira....
But he is more involved in the politics as His father is a politician...
Kira's Father also...
But not much people actually know...
He always protect his elder sister, Cagalli and his lover Lacus....

Second reason is that....
Every time i watch it....
It makes me think more....
It is in the era of war....

Human..........
Special.....
Complicated...
Weak...
Wicked.....
Simple....
A lot of things....

We are not the same....
No matter how similar we are.....

Effect of war....
Revengeful heart....
Bounded by the past.....
It is really special....

I just could not stop myself from watching it...
haha.....

50 First Date

Never thought that it would be so nice....
Watching the female lead....
Waking up everyday....
Have her life the same as the day she met with an accident.....
Nothing change...
For one year...

One whole year....
Three Hundred and Sixty Five days....
Her family and her friends keep an eye on her....
Just with a simple wish....
To be happy everyday....
simple....
Yet, u will never know the effort that they put in....
Imagine u have to life ur life like that just because one of ur family member is suffering from illness....
It would be tiring....
But due to the love towards her....
You are willing to do so....

Kinda Blur, right???
Wat am i talking abt???
So this is how...
The girl suffer from an accident....
This cause her brain to suffer from injury...
Everyday she woke up with the memory on the day that she had an accident....
Wats happen after that, she has totally no idea....
The guy did something for her....
And in the end, they are happily together.....

I feel touch when i watch it...
But nice guy is ady extinct ady.....
haha....
guys may not be agree with me...
But some girls will be....

Don blame me....
Sometimes i really don like behavior from some bad guys.....
Really......
Maybe one day i will meet with someone who can change my view on it....
That really proves that nice guy do exist....

I am just a girl...
Wanting to grow up....
Wanting to break free....
Wanting to fly up high like an eagle...........

八月。。。

终于赶完我的report了。。。
哈哈。。。。
这就是懒惰的后果。。。
自己很清楚。。。
只是改不掉这个坏习惯。。。
哈哈。。。

最近让我学到一样东西。。。
过去就让它过去吧。。。
想要回去也会不去。。。
想要改变也改变不了。。。
只能迈向未来。。。

又听到他的消息了。。。
你知道最难过的地方在那里面吗？
当你下定决心忘记的时候，
听到了关于他的消息。。。
哈哈。。。
我或许处在这种环境。。。。
真的想忘记这种感受。。。。
我只希望他过得很好。。。
这就够了。。。
身处异乡的他，
一定会过得比我更辛苦。。。
我算幸运了。。。
能够还在这。。。
这是回家好累罢了。。。。
而我决定了。。。
一定要忘了他。。。
哈哈。。。
我一定能。。。
因为有这么多东西要做。。。

这个sem。。。
很会跑。。。
到处去玩。。。。
没有读书。。。
haiz.....
要开始了。。。
否着我的fianls就完了。。。
加油。。。。
我一定行的。。。