Confusing........

Results come out.....
Then don know wat to choose......
Cos not that good.......

Going to change my dream and ambition......
It helps me to face this reality.........
I am no longer dreaming about my future......
But now i am growing up to face the reality......
It can be cruel.......
But with friends and family....
I can do it.........

Starry is returning to her usual self......
Starry don want to cry anymore........
But face the problem and challenge............

Time to grow up and face another difficulty.......
level up herself......
Kampate.............

Night with family..........

Yesterday did something special and extraordinary...........
My dad, my mum, me and my sister.........
Go yum tea during midnight.........

My dad suddenly suggest that we go drink tea at 1 something........
Special le......
Four of us..........

I could not believe it but we really did it........

Nice to have my family with me.........

Life.........

Life is fragile.........
You can see someone healthy this moments.....
The next moment you receive bad news........

Death is something a person cannot avoid.......
It will come when the time comes.....
You cannot escape and say no to it.....
You won know when it will come.......

So, Don say you still young and have a lot of time....
But cherish every minute that you have......
Cherish people around you........
Cos you won know when you will lose them.....

But people are like this........
They won know and regret until they lose something.......
Me too........
I need to constantly tell myself that.......

Why this topic come to my mind......
Cos on Sat, i receive good news and bad news........
A child is born and an adult has leave this world............
A life is given and a life is taken..........
I feel happy and sad........
Happy for the child....
Sad for the adult.......
This is life..........

STPM Results.....

First time cry when i get the results......
I am disappointed.....
Cos is ok ok only.....
Not very good.....
Is kind of hard to get into wat i want.....

I am regret.....
If time can reverse,
wat will i do before the exam????
I think i will work harder.....
But time is something that cannot be reverse.....
It pass without waiting for anyone.....

Today, i feel very sad....
But thankful to my phone....
I wrote some notes when i feel special abt some phrase that ppl say....
So i wrote it down....
And thanks to that.....
I feel better.....

This is wat it say,
The joy of the lord is my strength...
Have you ever think that every situation is design to be a source of joy???
It sort of wake me up.....
I should not crying anymore....
But stand up and do something

Now i am applying for universiti....
Hope to get into it........
Be strong and i can see my future shining.....

BE STRONG, STARRY..............

Background....

Finally get to change my blog's background.....
Cos my friends teach me before....
But i cannot use it....
So, i am very happy......

Hope you all like it.....

Happy New Year..........

I love New year...........
Cos i can spend time with my family.........
Especially my grandparents who dote me.......
They are the one who love me so much...........
Always prepare nice food for me.........

And my cousins...........
My cute cousins.........
Little one and a bit old one.........
They are my best cousin.........
Love to be with them......

I wish to stay with them........
But i cannot.....
Wish to be with them again............
Before i go to study..........
Still don know where.....
But i will keep them in touch........
Let them know how am i if i really go to far place...........

Love them.................

Going to study.........

Some of my friends are going away to study...........
I am happy and sad.......
Happy cos they get to study in other places......
Sad cos i am not able to meet them in short period of time....
But still i wish them all the best.....
God bless.....

This reminds me that i need to start finding school that i want to study......
I hope my results will come out as soon as possible....
But on the other hand i did not want the results to come out so early.....
I am complicated....
Ya... That's me........

I always wanted to study in other country......
But i don want to burden my family......
And i don want to leave my family to study......
Hard decision right???
Stupid me...........
Time to make serious decision................