ANGRY...........

Right now really very de bu shuang...............
Cos of someone........
a................
Really feel like beating her.................

Wat la.................
Always bully those who are weaker than her.....................
Always like to show off...............
Always like to wear transparent shirt.................
Always like to look down on us..............
Sorry.........
We are not as weak as you............
You are not much different than us............
Stupid Idiot......................

Really not feeling very good right now...........
A lot of things haven do...........
Going crazy.....................
Haiz..................
Just want to do my best......
Thats all................
Not going to do much thing................
.Not going to worry ady..........
But let go and Let god take everything...........
But can I really do that?

Smile starry...........
Do ur best...............
Kampate...................

SPM and STPM.....

Today is the first day of SPM and STPM...........
Wow.............
One year ady...............
Since STPM......
But memories are still so fresh.................
We have so much fun there................
I will never forget that.............

Can u imagine??
Time flies so much...........
That without us knowing it............
Last year during this time,
We are still studying hard to face STPM....
Right now,
We are in our Uni life............
And separated.................

How i wish to go back.....
But cannot........
Right now.........
Have to enjoy my Uni life.............

This is life...........
Once u start,
There is no turning back...........
U cannot reverse that time and start all over........
So, appreciate every time u have............
Haha..............

I will be smiling here............
Cos i know they will be there for me........
I will be there for them......
To support them.........

At here,
I will enjoy my life..........
Although they are not around me............
But at here,
I meet some nice friends...............
Jia you.......
And thanks so much..............

Smile starry.............
Starry is getting stronger...................
Kampate..................

爱情与友情

看完了一个故事，

只觉得如果真的是故事就好了。。。

不想要他发生在现实生活中。。。

有时候，

我还是会分不清，

什么是友情？

什么是爱情？

可是，

现在的我，

不想去谈爱情。。。

只想拥有友情。。。

真的很希望世上所有的有情人都能终成眷属。。。

可是真正做到得又有几个。。。

所以要好好珍惜你的另一半。。。

别让他哭。。。。

有些东西失去了就再也不会回来了。。。

所以要珍惜。。。

I am not emo......

Just feeling a bit sad.............

I am someone easily affected by things.............

So, feeling sad after reading the story................

really.............

But going to be stronger.............

The word above just something to remind me and share.............

I am not writing it to scold ppl............

Haha..............

Going to work hard for test..............

This few days is going to be crazy.......................

Haha.............

Wait for my post to tell u wat happen......

Smile, Starry..............

我。。。

今天的我。。。
不像我。。。
只觉得很悲伤。。。
心情超级的差。。。
手上的伤在告诉我。。。
不要再继续悲伤下去。。。
可是，
我做不到。。。

突然好想念Form 6 的日子。。。。
那一段时间，
是我活到现在。。。
最快乐的日子。。。
真的。。。。
好想家。。。
好想回去。。。
真的。。。

心中一直有个盒子。。。
一个潘多拉的盒子。。。
一个注定不能打开的盒子。。。
一个装满悲伤和伤痛的盒子。。。
一直埋在心底。。。
今天的伤痛，
我把它全部收进去。。。
一点也不想打开。。。
可是，
总是有事情发生。。。
而把它打开。。。

我的心啊。。。。
你要被伤到什么程度。。。
才能不再痛。。。
才能不再流血。。。

阿。。。。
我真的很想做一个雪人。。。
一个不再为任何时而哭的人。。。
一个不会因为事情而受伤的人。。。
一个没有感情的人。。。

情。。。
好伤人啊。。。。。
无论是爱情，友情还是亲情。。。
都一样。。。。

我或许太过于敏感。。。。
才会觉得这样。。。。

朋友，
放心吧。。。
这只是一个过渡期。。。
我需要时间和空间来疗伤。。。
伤好了，我就会恢复以前的我。。。。
可是那真的是我吗？

Which is the real me???
Where have my real me go???
What is my purpose living here???
When will i get the answer???
How am i going to continue???

Numerous question,
No where to find the answer........
Maybe time will give me the answer.......
When the time is right,
When i am more mature....
When i am more like a grow up...........

Smile starry,
Although it is hard............
There are always someone there for u......
Kampate.............

Many people will walk in and  out of ur life,
but only true friends will leave footprints on your heart.............

Time....

Just realized........
I am wasting my time........
Time is like water...............
Slipping away............
And i cannot get it back................
Haiz..................

Really have to start study...............
Everyday saying the same thing....
Again and again...............
But still cannot do it.......
Haiz..............

Starry, work hard.........

This week going to be a busy week...........
Two assignment and two test is waiting for me................
Kampate, Starry..............
You can do it............

Just realized.............
People here...
Very hardworking.......
Even though there is holiday....
Even though they are old.............
But still work hard to earn money......
Very ' pei fu'
I am going to do that too...
When i am old...........

Life is short and fragile.............
So,
Appreciate every minutes that u have..........
Have u ever be sure that,
U will be able to see today's Sunset or tomorrow's sunrise???
A lot of things can be happen in this short 12 hours.............
Really reminded me..........
To grab hold and use fully my time................
 I repent and changing.............
To be a better person.............

Kampate starry............
U can do it............
Work hard and use fully ur time............
Smile.................

UPSR.....

Today is UPSR result released...........
Sorry,
I am not the one taking.....
Haha....
My UPSR already pass long time ago....
My cousins and my god-brother taking.............
They did ok...............
But they are not satisfied with it................
They are sad with the result............
I feel like laughing...........
Seriously................
To me, they are good ady..................
But don compare mine with them la............
Haha......................

Kampate, cousin and bro...............
Continue to work hard in secondary.....
I want to work hard too.........

Kampate, Starry...........

哭了。。。

我又哭了。。。
原来我没想像中那么的坚强。。。
以为我再也不哭了。。。
可是眼泪却不停地流下来。。。。
我不想哭。。。
我想要更坚强。。。。
可是确怎样也做不到。。。

哭得像个小孩。。。
原来我一点也不想离开。。。。
可是却得离开。。。

想理智一点。。。
却怎样也做不到。。。。
我做不到。。。。

First time writing in Chinese....
Don know why....
Maybe Chinese can really describe how i feel right now.....
Don feel like going to study....
Really don want.............

Emotionally i don want......
But i know i have to......
Haiz................

Study make me grow up more....
Just realize....
I am forcing myself to grow up....
So much more than just let myself grow up naturally.....
I am just a kid....
Am I still a kid/??
I think i am no longer a kid......
Although how much my heart long to be...............

I know one thing....
After crying....
I will grow stronger......
Every time like that one.....
Crying is so natural..............
But after that,
I will grow stronger....

Starry will become stronger.....
She will be a better person....
Kampate......................

Test.....

A.................................
Did badly in my test....................
Really....
Seriously...................................

Today i have my Pengajian Malaysia test............
Although i learn it before,
In my secondary school..........
But i could not remember it...........
And the question is tricky..............
And the tips is almost correct.............
The tips were given by the lecturer...........
And in the test,
There are questions not in the tips................
So,
Die lo...............
And there are question about the dates......
Haiz........

Luckily, this paper i have to pass only....
Not counted in CGPA....
Haha......
Tomorrow going back JB.............
O.... Happy Day............
Haha.....................

I love JB...........
And i am coming back.............

Starry going to work hard in this sem....
Cos last sem did quite badly.....
Kampate, Starry...................