哭了。。。

我又哭了。。。
原来我没想像中那么的坚强。。。
以为我再也不哭了。。。
可是眼泪却不停地流下来。。。。
我不想哭。。。
我想要更坚强。。。。
可是确怎样也做不到。。。

哭得像个小孩。。。
原来我一点也不想离开。。。。
可是却得离开。。。

想理智一点。。。
却怎样也做不到。。。。
我做不到。。。。

First time writing in Chinese....
Don know why....
Maybe Chinese can really describe how i feel right now.....
Don feel like going to study....
Really don want.............

Emotionally i don want......
But i know i have to......
Haiz................

Study make me grow up more....
Just realize....
I am forcing myself to grow up....
So much more than just let myself grow up naturally.....
I am just a kid....
Am I still a kid/??
I think i am no longer a kid......
Although how much my heart long to be...............

I know one thing....
After crying....
I will grow stronger......
Every time like that one.....
Crying is so natural..............
But after that,
I will grow stronger....

Starry will become stronger.....
She will be a better person....
Kampate......................