Background....

Finally get to change my blog's background.....
Cos my friends teach me before....
But i cannot use it....
So, i am very happy......

Hope you all like it.....

Happy New Year..........

I love New year...........
Cos i can spend time with my family.........
Especially my grandparents who dote me.......
They are the one who love me so much...........
Always prepare nice food for me.........

And my cousins...........
My cute cousins.........
Little one and a bit old one.........
They are my best cousin.........
Love to be with them......

I wish to stay with them........
But i cannot.....
Wish to be with them again............
Before i go to study..........
Still don know where.....
But i will keep them in touch........
Let them know how am i if i really go to far place...........

Love them.................

Going to study.........

Some of my friends are going away to study...........
I am happy and sad.......
Happy cos they get to study in other places......
Sad cos i am not able to meet them in short period of time....
But still i wish them all the best.....
God bless.....

This reminds me that i need to start finding school that i want to study......
I hope my results will come out as soon as possible....
But on the other hand i did not want the results to come out so early.....
I am complicated....
Ya... That's me........

I always wanted to study in other country......
But i don want to burden my family......
And i don want to leave my family to study......
Hard decision right???
Stupid me...........
Time to make serious decision................

Last day of january......

I have a lot of fun in this day.......

First is playing basketball with a group of friends......
Cos normally only boys can play.....
Girls will stand aside....
Seldom play......
But today play until i am tired.....
And my group won the game... (cos we had a four on four)
I did not do anything....
Cos i am the weakest among them.....
But my teammates are very very good........
So i won......

Second, finally back on stage....
In bilingual service.....
As a young pianist......
Although my finger is very pain.......
But i enjoy the Praise and worship.........
I truly truly enjoy it.....
Although it seems like the most stressed place to play......
But to me, it is the easiest........
I enjoy the most......
Cos i am the youngest.....
The others help me a lot..........

Third, today got appreciation dinner......
Got lots of nice food......
Friends chatting.......
But all glory to god....
Is him who make the christmas rally a success......

Happy Always..........

Tired...........

I am tired.....
Physically, emotionally and spiritually............
Don know why..........
Hope to take a break.........

I used to love weekends......
But now sometimes i scare.......
Seems like i had a lot of things to do........
Sometime there is no rest......
when back home, so tired.....
My family does not like that..........

Lord, can i have a whole month of break???
Just a month......
Completely.........
No need to worry about anything....
Go into service.....
Eat and play with friends..........
Can i???
Or just let me busy until this jun......
And send me to other place in july............

I am really tired of everything in my life...........
I really need some energy.........
Some strength from others......
No more request.......
No more hurt.........
More understanding and help........

HUMANS ARE COMPLICATED.........
SO DO I.........

Wish someday u will see me stand up again..............
A completely grow up girl........
Cheerful, happy and responsible.............

Creul temptation 妻子的诱惑

I just finish watching the last episode....
Actually i skip.....
I just want to see the ending....

The ending is nice and touching....
And i realise people always regret when they lost something.....
When the son and daughter in law is not around,
They start to feel regret and sorry to them....
It reminds me to cherish people around us....

Sometimes let go is happier than holding on.....
Cos u know u will find ur true happiness again.....
Be cheerful and happy.....
Although it maybe hurtful....
But there is still others who love u and cherish u.....
One day i will find my own happiness.....
Happiness that belongs to me only......

Past...

Step into 20 years old,
Although i am not fully 20....
But a lot things to learn,
Everyone ask me to grow up,
But sometimes i don know how.....
Just trying to be a grown up girl.....

And i really want to let it go.......
Past that i really don want to remember....
Love....
Hatred....
Sadness.....
Guilt.....
and others.....

Say bye bye to the past....
And welcome the new future....
Be a brand new me....
A fully grown up and mature girl.....
I hope one day i can be that.......