Stop....

Hai....
I will be stop using blog for three weeks starting tomorrow which is 1 september....
Cos i am facing my trial....
So don miss me...
I will study hard for trial...
So when i finish it,
I will be blogging again....
Kampate...

Growing up........

I still wondering when can i grow up....
But i realise i still need time to learn how to....

Cos when i am scared and don know wat to do,
When i kena scolded,
When i fell guily,
The only thing i can do is cry....

Although my family keep on telling me don cry,
But tears just came down like that...

I really cannot control....
I want to grow up to be a young adult....
But i still need time to learn...
To be a girl who think wise and rationally....

Time to wake up and move on....
Kampate....

My family...

My friends always say that i am a princess in my home....
Cos i don know a lot of things......
But i am bless cos my family always care for me....

Starting my dad....
He is always teaching me...
General knowledge, bible knowledge, studies, political issue.....
How to be a better person...
Provide me and my sis with everything we need....
Send us here and there even though he is busy....

My mum....
She is always taking good care of us...
She also provide us everything we need....
My dad always buy eletrical things like radio, mp3 and others....
My mum always buy food, stationery and others....
She provide us in study...
We always talk when we are eating...
She will listen to my complain....

My sis.....
She is like a sheild to me....
She always protect me and care for me....
When i feel sad, she encourage me....
When i cry, she will be there....
I still remember when i had gastric pain,
She will be there taking care of me....

I am very thankful and bless with my family.....

Thanks so much....
I love you, dad, mum and my sis....

Sad day...

Sad...........
Today i make some mistakes......

Today, my dad ask me to drive the car out from house.
I am not that good.....
I did not realise i was too left already....
Den i bang into the pagar.....
The bumper of the car is blocked by the pagar...

I don know wat to do....
Den my dad come and help me....

When i saw the car is damaged,
I fell so sad and guilty.....
I really don know wat to do.....

Luckily, my dad did not scold me....
He just say that next time turn to right first then turn left...
He say that treat this as a lesson....

I still fell very guilty and lost....
Don know wat to do...
The only thing i can is cry....

I went inside my house....
My sis just tell me that dad will take care everything, so no need to worry...
And don cry already...

My grandmother was the worst....
She tell me not to cry...
Cos my dad is like that one...
He got bad tempered....

I was crying....
But my heart knows that my dad is not scolding me....
And i cry cos i am guilty....

She is my nightmare......

Den i spend time online....
Now feeling ok...
I think i still want to drive although experience this....
Kampate.....

Misunderstanding.......

Misunderstanding can break a relationship...
Even best friends....

This happen on me within this year....
I know that i am wrong...
But i don know how to say sorry to her...
Although the thing has pass, i still feel sorry.
I am truly sorry.
Although i cannot say to you face to face.

Now my friends is experiencing this...
It just a small misunderstanding....
But i hope they can settle....

I think my friend will be scolding me...
Cos i am not one of the person involve...
But is my dearest sister and brother.......
But i really hope that i can help in it...

Let all the misunderstand disappear.....
Let the friendship being rebuild again....

Friends forever...
I love you, My Friends...
In church and in school...
This is from my heart.....
I hope u all can feel it....

My car....

Yeah....
I can drive to church already....
Cos I got car.....

My dad got a brand new car.
So, he give me the small kelisa.....

Actually is good to drive small car...
Cos it is easy...

I know i am short.....
But i got license de....
So it is legal for me to drive...
I know it sound a bit unbelieveable...
But it is true....

Yeah............
I can drive wherever i want...
But i still need to tell my parents....

I am so so happy....

Love....

To me....

Love is happy....
When u see someone u love, u feel so happy.
When u know he is sick, u feel so worry.
When u cannot see him, u feel so sad.

Love is hurt...
When u realise u cannot love him, ur heart break...
When u see him with another girl, u feel so sad.
How u wish the girl was u....

Love is a test...
Test how much love u have for him.
Test how much trust u have for him.
Test how much faith u have for him.

Time to let go........
I know.
It is so hard to do it....
But he deserve a better girl...
Time to stand up again...

Actually, love can be so so hurt....