Life is just so fragile....
People can appear to be healthy in front of you yet you lose him or her in just a split of second....
Losing another friend again...
In this month, this is the second time that i lose a friend...
Is sad...
But knowing that they are going to a better place, Isn't it good for them???
Yet i am sad cos i am not able to see them again...
Both of them are someone that has help me before...
They offer their help to me...
And serving people with a smile...
From them, I learn...
When i heard about the bad news,
I am sad...
Feel like crying...
Yet there is no tears coming out...
Just don know why....

Goodbye my friends....
We may be asking a lot of why....
But i want to learn to accept it without knowing the reason...
Believing in god who prepare a better place for them...
They are still too young to be back to heaven...
But yet this might be better for them as they have no more sorrows and pain with them....

Goodbye is the only thing i can say..
Although there is nothing left for me to do...
I always remember you in my heart...
Appreciate what you have done in my life...
And this help me grow...
I know i am going to see you again in heaven...
In a place beautifully made....
There will no more sadness and pain and suffering...
And there will be joy....
Goodbye...

No matter how much i hate to say goodbye,
It will always happen...
As this is life...
There will never be a person in life that he or she has never say goodbye...
One day, we will all say goodbye...
Goodbye to the world and goodbye to our dearest family and friends...
Until that day,
Just continue to live our life and appreciate the fact that you are still alive....
:)

Sorry that i love you...
Sorry that i need you....
Sorry that i fall in love with you...

Today,
Saying goodbye with a friend...
To me, he is like a brother...
That would really know me...
So is sad to say goodbye...
Cos knowing the facts that it would be hard for me to meet him again...
But still,
This is life...

I am sorry for making that request onto you...
Just hope you have a better life...
Wish to meet you again...
Goodbye, my friend.....

超想唱歌。。。

想尽情的唱歌。。。

不管人家。。。

可是不能啊。。

想躲在一个房间。。。

然后唱。。。

等改次自己有一件房子的时候。。。

每个人都有想过。。。

自己的房子。。。

未来的房子会是怎样。。。

真想有个音乐室。。。

能让我尽情的唱歌，听音乐。。。。

哈哈。。。

说再见，

是最难的事。。。

因为，

你知道你不会再见到他了。。。。

有些伤感，

但是，这是人生必经的路程。。。。

学着， 过了， 就会成长。。。。

期待成长， 

变成漂亮又有气质的公主。。。。

有气质因该有一点难。。。

哈哈。。。 

Losing control for a small matters.... 

To people, it may be a small matter...

But to me, 

I may be seeing it as big matter...

Cos it is something from my mum...

A mum who love me so much.....

So the story starts,

I am watching movie...

And my friend did not tell me that he is playing my phone....

So in the middle of the movie, 

I realize that my phone is with my friend...

I am like, 'o...'

Then, 

Another friend play with it...

Then i go there and saw the battery level, and find it is in yellow colour...

This means that it is below 50%...

I am still ok...

It make me lose control is when the battery level is less than 15%....

I heard a sound indicating that it is below 15% and must be charged le...

Then, i saw my friend still playing with it....

I lose control....

Why?

First, Is a present from my mum...

Although is i ask for it...

I never expect that my mum would pay for it...

I am ready to pay for it... 

Yet my mum did not say a thing and buy it for me.....

Second, it need a very long time to charge....

Need like 4 hours....

And when i saw the battery graph, 

I feel angry...

Cos it is a straight line graph that goes down....

I myself haven use it and yet you all play until like no battery...

Third, 

You did not inform me and yet it ady tell you no more battery and yet u still playing without asking me...

I am angry...

And i lose control..

I cannot do anything but just angry, cry and scream...

Inside my room...

And i call my sis and someone that understand me...

My sis and my godbrother,

They are people that understand me the most...

I can tell them everything...

And they understand...

In my position, How would i feel...

And give me the advice that i needed the most.....

I am glad to have them in my life...... 

Story ended without any quarrel...

As i clam down, 

There is just back to normal...

You may be wondering why there is no quarrel....

Cos Quarrel is something that would hurt the relationship...

I find it that way...

Three things that would break a relationship, 

Which are quarrel, lose temper and scolding people...

Right until now, 

I realize this three....

Without quarrel, 

We may not understand what others people thing...

But yet if there is quarrel, 

It will affect the relationship..

You spend so much time to build a relationship and yet you break it just so easily...

If you really appreciate this relationship, 

You won break it so easily...

I learn it but in a hard way....

Cos i am a flower full of thorns...

Easily hurting other people....

Wondering what my character would be like..

And today i get an answer that i would never expect it be...

I find it true in some ways.....

I am just so timid to believe in wat i know....

I am just to scare to believe in the decision i made...

I just don want to believe...

So, I know wat i want but yet this is the time where i am lost...

Just not sure whether this is it....

I just never expect that my friend would give me this answer...

But i believe in one things...

As i continue to grow up, 

God is molding my character...

Waiting for it to be better.....

Smile princess..

And be a strong princess.... 

:)

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景   做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞   一个人擦泪
一个人好累


期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞   一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨   怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑   才能够有你的体贴

其实   没有我你分不清那些
彻别   接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

因为夜晚的一场雨，
让我不禁想到这首歌。。。
听起来悲伤，
可是，
习惯了一个人。。。
走过这一切。。。。

思念，
总是在这样的时候悄悄走进来。。。
坐在窗边，
看着雨在下，
是一种说不出的幸福。。。

神秘的人，
总有好多说不出的秘密。。。
就让这些秘密，
落到心底，
不让他浮出表面。。。
因为他总伴随着悲伤。。。

让雨继续下，
让着感伤的情绪继续着，
就只为期待雨后的天晴。。。。

一个人的夜晚，
宁静又自由。。。
想做什么就做什么。。。
我喜欢这样的感觉。。。
对于夜猫的我，
喜欢在晚上读书，
喜欢在晚上活动，
他就像毒药一样。。。
让人上瘾。。。。

人生总有悲欢离合， 总有生离死别。。。
虽然讨厌， 却无法避免。。。
人生就是这样的无奈。。。。

最近考试，
总是做不好，
有没有心读书，
越来越懒，
却不知道要怎么改。。。
不是没尽力。。。
只是总觉得没做好本分。。。
太爱玩了，
有点没做到答应父母的事情。。。
要好好念书。。。

现在，
想用功读书。。。
剩下两科。。。
有至少五天的时间给我预备。。。
不能用没时间来当借口了。。。。
哈哈。。。。。

人生充满无奈，
可是，
我要笑着过我的人生。。。
与其哭着过，
我能够选着笑着过，
因为时间不会为我停留，
人生不会因为我的悲伤而停顿，
我的人生还有很长的一段路。。。
我还有很多事情还没完成。。。
人生还有很多意义等着我去领悟，
等着我去了解，
也等着我去试探。。。。

我会变的更坚强，
作一个更坚强的公主。。。
我是公主。。。
:)

榮美的救主  我仰望你面
你聖潔真光充滿 我生命
我找到自己  在你救恩計劃裡
我願用我全心 用我全力 來榮耀你

你是我一生的倚靠
你給我溫暖的擁抱
我只想永遠 愛著你 緊緊跟隨你
我一生因你而微笑
當你的靈將我環繞
我獻上自己 做活祭 一生服事你我的主

沒有任何事物 能改變我決定
或改變我的心
當你用愛觸摸 我空虛的生命
我已決定X5
我已決定永不離開你

今天，
听到了朋友逝世的消息，
有点震惊。。。。
她才26岁。。。
26。。。
还有很多事可以去做。。。
还有很多事未完成。。。。
还没结婚。。。。
刚刚要孝敬父母， 让父母可以放心，
就这样的回天家了。。。。
让人感觉不舍。。。
舍不得。。。

伤心，
是一定的。。。
可是，
我感谢我朋友会逗我笑。。。
让我开心。。。
让我能够走过这悲伤。。。。
谢谢你。。。
爱死你了。。。
哈哈。。。

这悲伤，
不只来自失去朋友，
还有考试。。。
我不会做。。。
才答应父母要好好念书，
却成绩靠不好，
有点说不过去。。。
haiz......

人生充满了无奈，
人生就如一场戏。。。
总有人聚在一起的时候，
也有说再见的时候。。。。